Buggin'

You said that you'd always be around if I needed someone but when I need someone the most I fear of calling you. Today I was so bothered by everything. Tears leaking like crazy and gasping for air, I reach for the phone but then I freeze. It hits me that I can no longer call you. Before, I would be able to call you but not anymore. Because back then, I was your girl. You were my boyfriend so your "job" was to listen to my venting, no matter how ugly it is. But now? Now I'm just a nobody to you, not even close to a friend. What right do I have now to call you and demand you to listen to my vents?