It’s wonderful to say that I’ve finally let go of you even if it took you a second to forget me, and months for me to forget you. The thoughts of you have rightful taken its spot in my head, the spot where I leave all the broken memories and half hearted promises. The back of my head is where you lay, memories that filled my head lie in the bottom of my heart not in the middle, where you used to be. You taught me beautiful things. Some I am certain no else will ever be able to hand to me, for that I thank you. For reasons unspoken I do not regret you. Every moment spent with you was a memory etched into my brain. Getting over and loving someone are to different things, that’s why I’m not writing this to say I do not love you anymore because both my heart and I know I could never say those words. Today, I decided to write this because this is the closure I need. It’s been in my mind for awhile, and now it’s official. You no longer haunt my dreams, you no longer occupy my mind, you are no longer the person I need. I’ve finally grew the backbone I need to walk away form the this mess you’ve created.
My heart is not a mess, it is a work of art. A beautiful piece that you paint on, yet left unfinished for a better artist -lover- to come a finish, to complete me.
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